One more time…

I wake up in the middle of the night.
All around is been reign by darkness.
I still can feel you, with me, in here.

Your essence still floats in the room.
It seems like an eternity since I had you,
By my side, inside of me.

And once again, I can feel you, touch you, kiss you.
Your skin so soft and warm, I can´t believe you´re gone.

It feels so real to me, so genuine and truthful.
Your long and curly hair still waving on your shoulders.
That ebony hair that many times before, I touched.

And once again I can hold you, and once again you´re mine.
And my arms surround you and your arms surround me.
I can feel your heart beating next to mine,
And I can believe once again that you are alive.

Your delicate fingers stroking my cheek,
Your tender love warming my soul,
Your sweet lips posing on mine,
You´re so real right now
And I can love you once again.

And slowly, sadly, and bleakly
My mind begins to remember,
That you no longer exist,
That your heart no longer beats,
That I once saw you die and breathe the last breath of you,
And I must realize that you no longer be with me,
That you will not be able to caress me. no more.

And so, with cruelty I had to let you go,
Letting you leave me here alone,
In the deepest and saddest hollow,
That hollow that consumes me
And destroys me
And that every day reminds me that you are not with me anymore.

And the night returns to be cold, empty, dark.
And I return to be destroyed,
Condemned to live without your heart,
Which is my heart, the love that made us one.
The love that made me live.
And I must let you go one more time.
So, farewell, my love.

My heart belongs to you,
Even if your heart can´t belong to me.